Why do I wear my buckskin coat when I speak or have wildernesspreacher events? It’s to remind me of a very important scripture given to us.
I personally made my buckskin coat from deer skins the way the Native Americans did. It’s called braintanning. The brains of the animal are used to tan the hide, turning it into clothing. Lots of time,labor, and stretching, pulling softening to turn a skin into clothing that will last for years. I’ll share more in a future blog.
Here is the important step for today. You have to “smoke” the buckskin to make it waterproof. You take the skin and actually place it over a fire away from the flame but in the smoke. The longer you leave it in the smoke the darker it becomes. Why smoke? The smoke particles cling to every fiber of the buckskin. This “clinging to every fiber” allows the buckskin to remain soft, even when it gets wet. If the smoke is not in every fiber, then when the coat gets wet, it will become hard as rawhide( you know, like your dog’s chewbones).
Is God in every fiber of your being? If not, then when you “get wet” by what this world throws at you, you will become HARD/have a hardened Heart.
I don’t want to have a hardened heart. How can this be prevented?
Mark 12:30 Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind and with all your strength.
In other words, Jesus must be in every “fiber of our being” for us to keep from turning hard hearted.
Let your desire for Him to be in every part of your life become the most important step in this journey. You will need His help to do this. Ask Him, see what happens!!
See Ya! Dan wilderenesspreacher.com
What does the world “throw” at you to try to make you hard hearted? Leave a comment
I know, I know, the video is a little rough. I was too busy having fun in the wilderness! Hey, who is that guy singing 😉
I’ll be up front with ya! There is a lot to do here in Colorado! Staci, and I (and Dudley) would love for you to come hang out a couple or 3 days. We can ride horses or rapids. We can go hiking the mountains or walk through the towns. We can go fly fishing in the high mountain lakes (4 mile hike), or we can just eat fish at the Boathouse in Salida! You can just sit there with your coffee and experience some of the most beautiful sunsets God has ever painted. I’ll be up front with ya! You say your coming out here to do any which or any whatever activity………. You’ll be coming to experience God. Happens every time!
I’ll be up front with ya! Staci and I don’t provide everything. You’ll have to pitch in and buy some of the bacon. You might even have to help cook the biscuits, or pitch in for the pizzas from town. You might even have to help me as I lay natural stone on the foundation of the cabin here at “Higher Ground”.
If you’ve read this far, you truly must be interested in coming out to hang out,…… oh yea, and EXPERIENCE GOD!!!!
Well, I gotta be up front with you and whoever you want to bring along with you…..(to experience God). Staci and I are always up front with our guests and friends. We will not be providing things that you may be used to, may have grown accustomed to, or may think you can’t do without. What are those things? Fear, hurt, rudeness, talk of the virus, masks or no masks, unhappy people, angry folks, FEAR, talk of politics, hate, did I mention FEAR? You’ve got enough of that each and everyday. Seriously, leave all that at home. Come. Come and have fun. Come …….. and experience God!
Turn your eyes upon Jesus, look full in His wonderful face. And the things of earth will grow strangely dim,…….. in the light of his Glory and Grace.
See Ya! Dan Ainsworth wilderness preacher Staci Ainsworth “pioneer woman” Dudley “boujee mountain trail dog”
Let the journey begin. Even with ice still stuck to my windshield, I’m boldly pushing forward on my trip. Expectations of seeing lots of pretty countryside, the radio is blaring “Life is a Highway…… I want to ride it…. all night long” by Rascal Flats. All seems to be good, well, until I come to this….
Oooops. Now the road is very icy and there before me is the dreaded CURVE!!! Which means I’ve got to slow down, quit playing air guitar and beating my dashboard like it’s my drum set, and concentrate on keeping it between the ditches. Well, this curve is stealing some of my fun time on my journey, but so far so good. I’ll be glad to get by this curve. Well, I whoop this navigational obstacle only to be met with this……
Another CURVE!! Surely not another one. I conquered the first curve easy, but this one has even more ice on the road (and tracks where a couple of cars slid off during the night). Uh Oh! Better slow down even more and like it or not, my mood is changing from bad to worse. It’s a little nerve wracking, a little spooky being this close to the edge of a dropoff, but looks like I’m going to pull through. (Where are all the other cars that are usually out now?) You know, I get to thinking. Hmmmm. If I’ve had to take right curve after right curve after right curve, pretty soon I’m gonna be right back where I started!! Surely not huh? If I see one more curve sign, I’m gonna………wait. Up ahead there’s a sign. Is it? Can it be? Oh no……
Another curve AAGGHHHHH! Well, at least it’s turning the other way. Hey, I thought this trip would be easy, straight and narrow, full of fun sights and the radio playing my favorite songs. But nooooooo. Like it or not I feel my mood changing from happy, easy going,……. to well ANGRY!!! IF I see another blessed curve in my path I think I’ll explode. Shouldn’t of said that, cause guess what’s up ahead……….
By now, I know what you’re saying,……… “Bless his heart”. But what I’m saying is ahhhhh is “Well, bless MY heart!” Now what? Siri is telling me which way to turn. Do I listen to Siri? Nope, Cause I’m a Man so I make the decision totally because I’m a man! I take the shortcut that I’ve heard about (which will turn out to be wrong……..I know,… “bless his heart”)
There now has come a time on my journey where there are no more curves to face. But this is what I face ahead of me.
Well now that’s just nice! No curves, no ice on road (much), but I can’t see doodly in front of me because of the FOG. What next? Honestly by now I will admit to you that I have become angry. Angry at the weather, angry at myself (for taking short cuts and wrong turns), even angry at….. well, I’ll go ahead and admit it,….. I’m angry at God! I mean c’mon man, I’m just trying to have a fun journey in life. What’s next? I’m ready! Bring it on! And then I see this…….
Uh oh! Maybe I should take away what I said about being mad at God. “God, I was just irritated and frustrated,….. I’m not mad…. at YOU anyways….we good…. we tight….. Help me through this Jesus! ” I got to tell you that I even shouted out, ” Hey Jesus take the wheel!” Why? well, it’s a good country song! I like the girl who sings it! Honestly, right about now I could use a little supernatural help. Cause a few of those boulders ahead of me have rolled down the steep side of the hill and are in the middle of the road. With my luck, as I nervously zig zag this canyon road another big rock will hit me and add another dent to my already beat up Toyota Tundra with its already eight dents and fender benders. Hey, it’s not that funny, my truck just has ahh….. character.
And then it happens. That spiritual tap on your shoulder feeling. That feeling you get when you know God/Jesus is fixing to say something to ya. (have you ever felt it? Hmmm)
You (and I) have that “uh oh I’m in trouble” feeling. We know we probably deserve any punishment that’s coming. Instead, I hear this spiritually. “Dan, I’m not going to take the wheel. I don’t want to fix your problem with curves. I want to fix YOU.” It’s Jesus talking to me I have no doubt. (Have you ever had Jesus talk to you? Hmm) He continues. “I’ll fix you if you’ll let me. There will always be curves in your journey of life. You keep your eyes on Me,…… and on the road cause I’m still letting you drive.” 😉
So what was becoming an angry and even angrier trip became a true REAL life teaching moment for me. IF I (and you) turn my Eyes upon Jesus, then the things of Earth grow strangely dim. (Hmm sounds like a song).
A good friend of mine posted something on that dreaded platform Facebook that very day. It said, “Why be angry at the darkness of the world when you are holding a flashlight……. which is Jesus”………Bam! That’s it right there. That’s what I needed to hear. I’m thinking, well my friend? Well, bless his heart. No seriously I hope God truly blesses his heart, cause these words truly blessed me in my present journey.
Normally in my writings, I place a scripture here that I felt spoke to me and hopefully you. But not today. I want you to seek Jesus yourself. How or what would you need to do to feel that “spiritual tap” on your shoulder? Maybe you will read your Bible, Maybe just pray, Maybe go outside and yell at God, But do what you need to do to communicate to God. Well, what ya waiting for? Do it. He’s waiting to hear from you.
God/ Jesus is waiting to hear from you, then he’ll know you are in a better place to hear from Him. You’ll hear Him say “I don’t want to fix your problems,…… I want to fix you. Really and truly, I want a relationship. I want a living loving relationship with you my child. Then the fixin’ will happen on it’s on.”
You guys are all on a spiritual journey. We face and will face curves all the time. I know ,I know, we all can’t help but think, “if I just get around this curve, then everything will be OK. But what shows up AFTER you face the curve?…… another curve.
My prayer for you,…… and me. “Dear Jesus, I’m sorry for getting angry and for all those other shortcomings in my life. I feel that maybe I need to forgive myself as well. Help me to face the curves and danger zones in my journey. I want to see the whole road but I can’t see because of the “curves” going on in my life. But I’ll accept that you want ME and not just my problems to fix. But Jesus, you’ve got to help me. I need you in my life. I get it. I don’t need you to “take the wheel”. I need you to TAKE ME JUST AS I AM. I think now I can get that true peace and joy in my life “and turn that radio on wide open” 😉
When we turn our eyes to Jesus (which means using him as your “flashlight”), we start seeing the big picture. WE still may not know what lies ahead, but we’ve got Jesus in our heart in a truly living loving way. Then you know what the journey looks like before us? Well here is a small sample.
Our journey as God sees it. (and now maybe a little more how you see it.)
Here’s my phone number 601-832-8567. Call me. Somebody got “tapped on the shoulder” spiritually today. I’ll ride with you on your spiritual journey (even if your vehicle has dents and fender benders) I can’t do anything for you my friend. But I talk with someone and pray to someone for guidance and directions………and it ain’t Siri……… It’s Jesus, “MY FLASHLIGHT”!
